just a random thought.

i think one of the saddest things in life must be being unable to give to the particular person a present that you have spent time in preparing.

this reminded me of a channel 8 drama, 团员饭, that was shown last year. haha.

there was a old couple who stayed in a hdb flat. the old husband was, most of the time, creating trouble, stealing stuff from the main leads' family. One day, the main leads (chen li ping etc) noticed a pungent smell coming out from the old couple's flat and after much persuasion, they managed to enter the unit. They then noticed the old wife sitting on a chair, already dead due to some illness. The old husband, then told the main leads their story.

The old couple has 3 sons. However after the sons got married and moved out of their parent's hse, they slowly stopped visiting their parents. Chinese new year's eve became the only occasion when they will gather every year. one of the years, the old couple, as usual, bought 1 can of abalone to prepare for the reunion dinner. however that particular year, the sons had some excuses and did not return. so the old couple decided to keep the abalone for the 2nd year.

on the 2nd year, the old couple bought a new can of abalone and reminded their sons about the dinner and demanded them to come back. however their sons disappointed them again. so the old couple decided to keep the can of abalone for the next year again.

on the 3rd year, the old wife started falling sick frequently and the old husband had to stay at home to look after her. With no income, the old husband resorted to stealing from their neighbours and eventually managed to buy a new can of abalone for the 3rd year. However, this year they could not contact the sons anymore and 2 days before the cny's eve, the old wife passed away. the old husband knows that their sons will never come back and with much sorrow and despair, he gave the 3 cans of abalones to the main leads' family as compensation. He then chased the main leads away, to stay and die with his dead wife.

送不出去的礼物
送的人表达不了自己的心意
礼物也失去自己存在的意义

ps: guess wat inspired me to writing this post today.

playing with dynamites

was quite a fun day today :) haha

though it feels like a sit test outside ns.

i think i was too garang and nearly to the extent of wayang though =/ (like wat i said, sit test -.-)

from what i analysed, i think jan shld be an aries. though leo n sagittaurus may be possible too haha. will be interesting to interact with an aries gal since aries are largely enthusiastic, outgoing and outspoken. theoretically when 2 aries meet, the end result will be an explosion, as both of them have so many energy and are those who will put random words into actions. hehe interesting.

ps: so disappointed when ning said she isnt an aries. =/

got to know a different side of ning too haha! the times when she were briefing us, giving advices etc. hahaha. so there IS a more serious side of ning afterall! hahaha! =P

n somehow at the start of the day, the leaders, victor, val and some others. were like
*pointing at me
"hey! this is the xiao hong"
*point point point point point point

-_-

i so wanna make it on 25 jul though =/

fun rest n relax day tmr :) wii party @ qq hse

woots

it feels so good to have ur modem up n running again.

no more tapping on ur friendly neighbours network anymore.

i meant the wireless@sg network :), of cos i wun tap on free, as in unsecured network duh. :)

anw answers for the gss quiz:

1) PUMA. i got another pair of white puma shoes n black puma ferrari shoes from aust :) stuff are dirt cheap there during the sales.

2) I have five pairs of shorts for going out :)

3)Montblanc Starwalker. i bought it for $49 aus (was ard S$55). i went to check it's price at bugis junction 1 fine day and its on sale, $120+ The feeling was damn good :)

4)Five, yeah with the 2 new(er) puma shoes that i got from aust

5)I have 4 debit cards, 1 posb, 2 uob and 1 ocbc. planning to get other free n good cards too. cards are damn convenient n gd :) (if u care enuff to use the right card on the right occasion and dun overspend)

so...

Heng got all correct, (after i told him 2 of the ans -.-)
n kaili :D haha (cos u only saw me in puma in sch for the whole of jc years rite?) haha

yeah. hav fun guys! :)

upcoming events: (so damn influenced by ns)

11 jul :) shall name it Project 1107 then.
army half marathon 21 km competitive (wth? start running at 5.30am? i shall just sleep n run then)
windsurfing in august