宁可我负天下人，也不愿天下人负我。
人善被人欺。

lets just face the truth. no matter how a nice person u are, people will just get used to u, n eventually treat whatever u do as a norm and take advantage of u. i hav been wondering, wats the use of being a nice guy? doing all the shit for pple, thinking that others will appreciate it. Well actually they will just treat it as wat u normally will do and dun really giv a damn to it.

y be a nice guy?
y be a nice guy?
y be a nice guy?

the reality is just so diff from all the unrealistic drama serials or 偶像剧s where wat u did, what effort u had put in, the person will somehow get to know everything bout it through 1)miracle 2)frens 3)coincidence. there is just no point in putting in all the effort, if not any effort, in anyone who juuuuust wun appreciate or dun deserve it. how many times did the person actually feel thankful for wat u hav done? after a while he or she will of course, its human nature, get used to it n just take it for granted.

life is just unfair, y do everything u can, put in all ur effort to just find out that it can never be fair? there is just no point in doing a lot of stuff.

change side change..

Welcome to the dark side.

anw apart from that, i helped a blind man cross a road today haha

haha its kind of fun meeting up with random fren and watch a movie together.

watched slumdog millionaire! i strongly recommend pple who have not watched it to catch it before its taken down. It certainly has the makings of a movie which may win some awards from the oscars or sth. It is definitely hilarious! though most of that credits go to just a single scene, the 1st qn of the who wants to be a millionaire. haha

for pple who were clueless bout wat i had wrote above ^ ^ ^, go watch the movie then :)

out of a sudden i feel like im missing something again hmm..

had alot of unhappy happenings in camp for ytd n today.

When people are dumb, they are really dumb, there is no point trying to teach them anything cos they will never be any smarter. If ur superior is a clown who is trying to show how garang he is, how BY THE BOOK he is, u are freaking suay. I think i will just go study the standing orders from my next shift man. f the work.

unhappy things aside, after 4 rounds of mahjong, (of that 3 rounds were finished in a day! each ard 3 hrs + -.-"), i have won $1.40! (which i used to help fund my breakfast which costs $2.50)
mahjong pro le :)

hmmm i seriously nid some time to recharge myself man.

starting to feel the fatigue from all the activities.

bon voyage~! =)

=(

sines, si-ness, sign-ness watever

sick! ...argh~

met up with ye to hav dinner just now :)

glad that we chatted quite casually and normally! no awkwardness watsoever

hope that this can carry on! then will earn myself a potential good close friend le :)

anw, the next big thing. =s
gonna prepare myself man... :(

some things are just inevitable
even though u knew it long long long...beforehand,
and it seems like no form of mental preparation can reduce that degree of sadness...

my dad just commented on all my ventures into the different network marketing, forex, stocks and some other financial aspects.

summarised into the following paragraph.

the more i know, the more i know i dun know.
n the more i know makes me know that i freaking dun know how much i dun know.

=/

he made me so humble and speechless in the afternoon.

no wonder adults like to use the saying that goes "大人的事， 小孩子不用懂这么多"

we are merely kids who had been living in a secure, simple world all these while afterall.

especially A lvl students.

New year resolution!
To read 30 financial books this year, be it stocks, forex, real estate or in general.