YCAMP DEC 09

Ycamp Dec 09 was definitely a life-changing experience to a lot of us. :)

Was still wondering why was i in the camp on thu and fri, when i had to take care of a wheelchair-bounded beneficiary. i think his case is 小儿麻痹, he has no strength in his legs. his legs are always bent and apparently when he straightens, he will feel pain. haha i guess its more xiong than army. Each time my bene wants to go toilet, junlin and i will definitely be panting after the work's done and it takes ard 20 mins just to help him to toilet. For bathing, it normally takes 1 hr and my buddy and i will be panting for the 1 hour too. I was wondering y was my bene the only wheelchair-bounded and not the fun/funny MINDS benes that my other group members dun nid to spend alot of time taking care of and was regretting coming to the camp.

Only at the end of the camp, i realised why fate planned it this way.

Things started changing dramatically on sat, (i guess its due to melvin and peilin's comments made on fri debrief), everyone interacted more with each other, helped out with each other and we were bonded instantly.

ULTRAMAN ROCKS!

it was the only community where i no doubt know i can depend on anyone in my group to help. One most touching thing that i realised is, all of us really have a kind heart, evidently shown by the bbbh boys. in fact im glad that most of them have become so matured and understanding!

Lots of touching and inspiring moments.

Was really inspired by kangli when he said that he wanted to climb the rock wall. This was his sixth ycamp and for the past 5, he had been doing artwork with the other wheelchair-bound benees while all the others are doing the high elements. Didnt really feel anything initially, until he started climbing.

It was definitely not a great achievement from a normal people's perspective. I personally can finish climbing in less than 5 mins. but was really really inspired by kangli, when all his strength is from only his both hands, from all the help by belayers and the 4 able-bodied pple pushing him up and when he crossed the 1st red line, which is ard 1.5m above ground. When he came down, something just came to me and I shouted the G double O D J O B cheer with all my voice. I will never forget the scene, the perserverence and the mental strength kangli exhibited. ;)


read junlin's reflections of the camp(3 pages long) and felt this camp deserved a long long entry in my stagnant blog.

a lot alot of reflections from this camp:

1) I have become a PRO in handling wheelchairs. ;) turning a wheelchair 360 degrees on the spot, going up kerb, reversing are nothing to me.

2) I have found out that alot of RJC ACJC people are not ang moh pai!

3) kind people really look attractive :)

4) realised why yining and the other peeps are so enthu about volunteer work

5) I have managed to test my patience and am amazed by my level of patience in the camp thru my bene.

6) I realised how a simple "kor kor, 谢谢" can be so satisfying and touching after all the stuff we had been through.

7) Its really AMAZING how long-lasting friendships are formed in a mere 3 days! ALL of us are madly organising outings currently! Instant click with andrew, kwanboon cynthia esther and the rest of ULTRAMAN!

8) The way the benees cared for us (when we thought that this will just be a one-way caring from us to them) was really touching. I will not forget the scene when i was pushing kangli out of the toilet and he saw that i have left my toiletries(planning to take after pushing him out) and said "kor kor 你的东西.."

9) I realised that people with any kind of disabilities are just normal people. They have their own desire (they also fall in love with others!, kangli hi-fived with me when a chio "jie jie" helped him. LOL seh pei pei tsk tsk), own thinking, strengths (im really inspired and touched by kangli's understanding, patience and kindness.) They are more similar to us than different. :) Thats one of the main objectives of ycamp challenge i guess.

10) I realised that im definitely addicted to ycamp and will be stuck with it for quite a long period of time. ;)

hereby siging off, sealing the memories of ycamp dec 09 deeply in my heart.

-dreamer :)

i guess its sort of a ritual to go through this for every singaporean male.

Ha Ha Ha ORD LO!~ :D

a character-building day.

...

hmm..

had been busy lately, occupied with different businesses stuffs. Hahaha its all about achieving financial freedom huh?

I will post an entry on financial literacy, with reference to Robert T. Kiyosaki's Cash Flow Quadrant when i'm free. A levels students generally lack basic financial knowledge I must say.

ORD-ing in around 3 weeks' time. It felt a lot like a dream. A fun and enriching one though (to a certain extent) Will definitely miss all the friends I met in my entire NSF journey haha. BMT, BSLC, ASLC and Pawai Rangers. (apparently all our ord gatherings are paintball, paintball and still paintball. Must we end NS with ns-related activities...? hahaha)

After ORD, there will not be any more slack time for me i guess. Time is all mine for me to pursue my dreams :)

busy busy busy..

and i thought that the usual taurus frens are hard enuff to deal with

taurus tutees are even worse man.

i guess i better check my future tutees' horoscope b4 i start teaching them man.

had 2 very weird dreams last night.

in the first dream, i was rushing to some hotel hall to attend my girlfriend's bday party. (i hav no idea who she is) on my way there, i was running through some malls when her sister called me, saying that if i dun make it on time again, my gf will break up with me. while talking on the phone n running, i looked to my right n saw ji hoo and geum jan di having candlelit dinner together. I was stunned and abruptly ended the call n kept my phone. (i remember looking at the screen which shows "call duration: blah blah" and feeling surprised that i actually ended the call just like that.

i stopped at their table and the next thing i did was to point my finger at geum jan di and shouted "GEUM JAN DI?!" then i turned my head to the right to confirm that the one im seeing is ji hoo. (apparently they didnt try to tell me that thats the characters they played, not their real names.) there are 2 big sized guys in black further away from me, which i suppose they are their bodyguards. n apparently soon woo bin was there too, deliberately dressed up with a hat to avoid pple from recognising him.

table setting

bodyguard a bodyguard b
geum jan di ji hoo
me soon woo bin



Somehow, they striked up a conversation with me, in mandarin, with the voices that dubbed them during the show. (ji hoo even told me that he knows how to speak mandarin) after chatting for a while, i rmb that i was rushing to the bday party and i asked ji hoo to write a bday card for my gf.(somehow that gf of mine likes ji hoo or sth) he was nice n wrote on the spot for me. geum jan di wrote a bday card too (though i didnt ask her at all -.-)

then i rushed to the venue and there was a sign stating the venue has been changed n the dream ended there.

The 2nd dream took place in some auditorium (which i guess its hc's)
i was with 61 while hongfei (dunno y) was with my cls too. It was some boring lecture and we all chatting instead of taking down notes. haha for some reason, i remember the order where the people were sitting.


(zhiyong) (huixiang) (yiwen)
( ) ( ) (hongfei) (me) (kaikeat)
(lien) (meiling) (audry) (dawn) ( rachels)

after chatting for a while, yiwen passed me a stack of cut papers, in the shape of leaves without explaining anything. I gave her a puzzled look while i turned n pass them to lien instead. Then yiwen explained frustratedly that these are the "bday notes" that the class is writing for zhiyong and joe chee's bdays. I gave a "ohhh" reply and was stunned for a minute after that. Cos, zhiyong's bday is in jan while joe chee's is in july. How is it possible to be preparing for both their bdays at the same time??

anw all the best to everyone and hav fun at maf! :)

it was really an eye opener to watch zongping play virtual striker 4 at cck arcade.
he is so familiar with the game that he knows all the bugs of the game, knowing at which position, there will be a 99% chance of scoring, even if the striker is shooting from the right centre of the field. too bad there isnt a virtual striker 4 competition in sg. (he claims that he's at least in the top 4 in singapore arcade) haha

totally reminds me of malcolm gowell's book, Outlier. The main idea that the book is proposing is that for anything in this world, it takes 10,000 hours to become a master in it, be it computing (bill gates), soccer, basketball (michael jordan) etc.

haha this zongping(or zappy, the nick we gave him) really "inspired" me. (i dunno whether its in the good way or the bad way)
I pretty bent on sharing a ps3 with my brother, get a street fighter 4 (fighting games are my forte since young), get a joystick pad and spend all my playtime on this game alone. hahaha

(btw, my other self is telling me not to, saying it will be 玩物丧志 and instead i should spend more time on reading books on investment. and yet on the other hand, my another self is
countering that argument by saying there's a need for balance between leisure n work. And yes, due to the so many years of essay writing, there will be no end in this debate. i nid some comments people :) )

who knows? maybe the next world cyber games u guys will see me playing for singapore there ;)

The girl who was holding onto the MINDS person's hand had the sweetest smile I have ever seen. :)

fucking nurse who said the surgery was a great success.

n the freaking 1 2 days that will determine whether my grandma keeps her finger.

fss dinner @ noble house
biz grp meeting
xyz outing
4K outing
investfair09

15 Aug : Yconfidence!

basically its a volunteer program with beneficieries from bukit batok boys' home and MINDS. personally, ytd was my 1st session with the bbbh boys (i missed the 1st session due to my weekend shift)

frankly speaking, like what xin min had said, they are really nice boys, just that they had gone on a wrong path. my buddy, jun ling, is a quite a quiet taurus and from our 1st interaction, he seems to be a well-behaved boy. the probs are probably he didnt really think much on the consequences when he does sth. And to be truthful, they are less vulgar than ns guys actually. hahaha!

We had high elements ytd, rope activities at the height of a normal 4th storey. It seems that my buddy was infamous for being afraid of heights and everyone who hears about my buddy told me to work really hard on encouraging him.

on the 1st rope course, the buddy n the volunteer had to hold onto each other while crossing two ropes with some small planks in between them in midair. jun ling was so afraid that he kept shivering and after 3 4 steps, we lost our balance n fell.

on the 2nd rope course, my buddy, due to the previous failure, was even more afraid and was reluctent to even go up to the obstacle. I kept persuading him to do so but he was still hesitating. (and i thought tats it..=() tom then came, after a few words, he ended up "ni3 zhe4 yang4 zi3 fang4 qi4, ni3 gan1 xin1 ma?"

the ni3 gan1 xin1 ma? is really impactful i must say. somehow it strikes into junling's emotions and he decided to give it a try. the 2nd rope course is basically 1 long rope for u to walk on, with some vertical ropes above u for u to hold on too. after jun ling had gone up, his phobia of heights strikes in again and this time he fell even earlier. =/ at the moment of time when he was lowered down to the ground, frankly speaking, i wanted to get down too. Whats the point of me crossing alone when i failed to assist my buddy to complete it?

"Whats the point of winning the battle when you had already lost the war?"

then tom shouted to me, telling me to continuue with the obstacle and after a few seconds of pondering, i decided to just complete it on my own. (apparently the people on the ground were impressed that i managed to complete it on my own. zhiyong said he was watching me doing that. chiki came n congratulated me on being able to complete it alone in a fast pace. mahlen? asked me to dance a victory dance before coming down.) but yeah, all i felt was just failure somehow.

after ytd's session, i learnt that, what matters really is teamwork, teamm success. So what if you alone can do superman acts? only winning the battle itself is pointless actually. the another thing is, i really nid to work hard on motivating skills. yeah. =/ any tips yining? :)

16 aug : Army half marathon 21km

This is the 1st marathon that i had ever run! I must say that other than the waking up at 3.30am to go to the race venue, it had been an enjoyable experience!

summary/impression of my 1st marathon:

a lot of people running together, with half of them listening to mp3 while running

at each certain distance, there will be a waterpoint with volunteers super busy in filling up paper cups with water (and occasionally 100 plus, one of the sponsors)

and at every waterpoint, there will be THOUSANDs of paper cups littered around it. (Great Singapore Litter)

some yaya people will be making phonecalls while running. (zhiyong n i were waiting for kaikeat who started 30 mins later. we called n smsed him quite a few times during the race and apparently 2 uncles recognised us in the middle of the race as the 2 guys who were so free to make calls during a marathon.) -.-

u can actually go msn with ur phone while running a marathon! too bad there really wasnt anyone online at 6+ am

To be continued..

58 more.

This is Clexane 0.4 ml, exonaparin sodium.
It is injected into the stomach area to improve the blood circulation situation and reduce numbness.

This is also the injection that I had been giving my grandma 2 times a day for the past 2 month plus, since according to my grandma, among my family members, my injections are the most endurable.

Little did i know that, together with my grandma's groan of pain, these small injections that i give slices a small portion of my heart each time. Now that it is bleeding profusely, i find myself increasingly reluctent to give the injection.

I hate seeing pain. This is the reason for me to not consider medicine at all. Seeing people in pain makes me feel like im the one experiencing it too. The feeling is so damn irritating.

58 more.

just a random thought.

i think one of the saddest things in life must be being unable to give to the particular person a present that you have spent time in preparing.

this reminded me of a channel 8 drama, 团员饭, that was shown last year. haha.

there was a old couple who stayed in a hdb flat. the old husband was, most of the time, creating trouble, stealing stuff from the main leads' family. One day, the main leads (chen li ping etc) noticed a pungent smell coming out from the old couple's flat and after much persuasion, they managed to enter the unit. They then noticed the old wife sitting on a chair, already dead due to some illness. The old husband, then told the main leads their story.

The old couple has 3 sons. However after the sons got married and moved out of their parent's hse, they slowly stopped visiting their parents. Chinese new year's eve became the only occasion when they will gather every year. one of the years, the old couple, as usual, bought 1 can of abalone to prepare for the reunion dinner. however that particular year, the sons had some excuses and did not return. so the old couple decided to keep the abalone for the 2nd year.

on the 2nd year, the old couple bought a new can of abalone and reminded their sons about the dinner and demanded them to come back. however their sons disappointed them again. so the old couple decided to keep the can of abalone for the next year again.

on the 3rd year, the old wife started falling sick frequently and the old husband had to stay at home to look after her. With no income, the old husband resorted to stealing from their neighbours and eventually managed to buy a new can of abalone for the 3rd year. However, this year they could not contact the sons anymore and 2 days before the cny's eve, the old wife passed away. the old husband knows that their sons will never come back and with much sorrow and despair, he gave the 3 cans of abalones to the main leads' family as compensation. He then chased the main leads away, to stay and die with his dead wife.

送不出去的礼物
送的人表达不了自己的心意
礼物也失去自己存在的意义

ps: guess wat inspired me to writing this post today.

playing with dynamites

was quite a fun day today :) haha

though it feels like a sit test outside ns.

i think i was too garang and nearly to the extent of wayang though =/ (like wat i said, sit test -.-)

from what i analysed, i think jan shld be an aries. though leo n sagittaurus may be possible too haha. will be interesting to interact with an aries gal since aries are largely enthusiastic, outgoing and outspoken. theoretically when 2 aries meet, the end result will be an explosion, as both of them have so many energy and are those who will put random words into actions. hehe interesting.

ps: so disappointed when ning said she isnt an aries. =/

got to know a different side of ning too haha! the times when she were briefing us, giving advices etc. hahaha. so there IS a more serious side of ning afterall! hahaha! =P

n somehow at the start of the day, the leaders, victor, val and some others. were like
*pointing at me
"hey! this is the xiao hong"
*point point point point point point

-_-

i so wanna make it on 25 jul though =/

fun rest n relax day tmr :) wii party @ qq hse

woots

it feels so good to have ur modem up n running again.

no more tapping on ur friendly neighbours network anymore.

i meant the wireless@sg network :), of cos i wun tap on free, as in unsecured network duh. :)

anw answers for the gss quiz:

1) PUMA. i got another pair of white puma shoes n black puma ferrari shoes from aust :) stuff are dirt cheap there during the sales.

2) I have five pairs of shorts for going out :)

3)Montblanc Starwalker. i bought it for $49 aus (was ard S$55). i went to check it's price at bugis junction 1 fine day and its on sale, $120+ The feeling was damn good :)

4)Five, yeah with the 2 new(er) puma shoes that i got from aust

5)I have 4 debit cards, 1 posb, 2 uob and 1 ocbc. planning to get other free n good cards too. cards are damn convenient n gd :) (if u care enuff to use the right card on the right occasion and dun overspend)

so...

Heng got all correct, (after i told him 2 of the ans -.-)
n kaili :D haha (cos u only saw me in puma in sch for the whole of jc years rite?) haha

yeah. hav fun guys! :)

upcoming events: (so damn influenced by ns)

11 jul :) shall name it Project 1107 then.
army half marathon 21 km competitive (wth? start running at 5.30am? i shall just sleep n run then)
windsurfing in august

since there's the Great Singapore Sales now,
there shall be a quiz on my clothes ba.

again, whoever gets 4 or more correct answers receive a prize.

1) What is my favourite brand of sports shoes?
NIKE (i just love the ticks. they make me feel correct)
ADIDAS (i adore Adi dasla and his 3 stripes. Thats the reason why i become a sergeant too. 3 stripes)
PUMA (i love the animal logo, it reminds me of Jaguar, a car brand that i liked since young.)
NEW BALANCE (i love the word balance as it reminds me one of my better traits, having a good balance)

2) How many pairs of shorts for outings do I have?
TWO
THREE
FOUR
FIVE

3) What fragnance do I wear?
MONTBLANC STARWALKER (bought this cos it reminds me of anakin skywalker)
HUGO BOSS SOUL (makes me smell like im the boss)
RALPH LAUREN POLO DOUBLE BLACK (kopi-o, extra o pls)
GIORGIO ARMANI ATTITUDE EXTREME (attitude determines altitude)

4) How many pairs of shoes (flipflops not counted) do I have?
ONE
THREE
FIVE
SEVEN

5) How many credit/debit cards do I have?
ONE
TWO
THREE
FOUR

hav fun guessing and hope you win the prize. :)

If you are reading this blog...

You are part of the dreamers

If you have the new msn, (new is defined as having ur display pic on the left of the convo, instead of the right),

tell me.

i'll show you something interesting n cool.

I'm john dreamer.

i remembered that i wanted to be super dao today.

but for a moment, i suddenly became nice unknowingly.

hmm.

another thing bout doing good stuff. it just feel so weird saying bout it etc. it sounds like u r deliberately trying to act like a nice guy.

i will keep that secret to my death man.

i think it will be fun tmr.

wish me luck :)

*listening to Tank - 如果我变成回忆

(edited)

heck the last post.

anw the answer is....

Cheow Jing Xuan

(just becos she's from co then must be hcco ah.. -.-)

anw since no one got it correct, the grand prize will be accumulated for the next quiz.

off for weekend duty from wed night to mon morn, seeya next mon then.

lol!

read this on someone's facebook info.

Employer: StarHub
Position: Temporary Slave
Time Period: January 2008 - July 2008
Location: Singapore, Singapore
Description: Need I say more? :P

hahaha (for some reason i find it funny)

anw
clue 1: She's from co
clue 2: She's from my batch

the first person to guess it correctly n tag on my tagboard gets a prize! :)

awaiting 11 jul for a brand new beginning.

books to buy.

The Intelligent Investor by Ben Graham (Warren Buffett's mentor)

The Old Man and the Sea by Ernest Hemingway (I read it once and it's such a classic that I think I should buy 1 and keep it too)

went to zhiyong's place to play mahjong with zhiyong (duh), joanne n huiying.

haha was quite fun, just that the pace was rather slow n we played 3 winds in like 3 hours -.-" (usually its like 4 winds in 1 n a half u see)

the most surprising of all is, when joanne pops up a present for me before she leaves! 0.0!

wasnt expecting that at all totally! (no extra hidden meaning intended, really!) :D

Warming Mineral Mask from The Body Shop

Of course! not forgetting...

overseas call and overseas letter from sutyee in Australia! (Sydney)

local letter from junzhi!

Overseas letter and fb msg from buddy in Australia! (Perth)

High Quality One Piece Figurines from kk and zy! :D

Cool long-sleeved shirt from kaili in China! (Beijing)

hmm actually i had typed an entry halfway and decided to post it as it captured my emotions from then :) and it goes like this:

"its really touching to receive a bday wish sms at ard 1215 for all the years since we knew each other. really. 4 years, though her's will be just a short "happy birthday!", i was really touched this time, given how long we haven talked to each other. checking back the chatlogs, (to my surprise) i realised that we chatted EVERYday last time. n her chatlog quantity thrashes even my 2nd most by 2 3 times. i will definitely make an effort to establish back our friendship man! :D (k after that i tried making conversations and they all ended abruptly -.-". all the best for ur overseas studies! :) =/ )

(it makes me realise that in life, there r alot of pple who are doing supposedly touching things for u, just that u nid to open ur eyes n appreciate them. I STILL believe that im quite blind! but will try my best to discover how nice everyone is :) )

it feels really really GREAT!! to have someone staying up and calling u at 12am exact to wish u happy bday!! :D:D hope to hav one of my bday wishes granted soon! (granted haha :D) if nt then nid to wait till i come back from aust le =s thank you vv much!! :D of cos u know who u r =)

another person that surprised me most was none other than ...yining my mortal! i was going offline when i saw someone with alot of chinese words as her personal message. the main idea is 不知道你几时才会看到这里，祝你生日快乐！我可没有忘记哦！its so big n obvious so when i saw it, i was quite stunned and touched actually. (though after that she commented that she 一石二鸟-ed with this n i realised that im sharing that with xuetying actually, the 感动度 also divided by half..but good enuff liao! :) )"

thx eugene, zhiguang, yingying, mic, junzhi, shouhao, jiangchuan for the smses!

not forgetting lotsa good friends wishing me happy birthday through facebook!

:)

some random pics since im already posting alot of pics

Hello kitty balloon i saw at sydney airport!

Penguin figurine from Animal park in sydney

Stressed penguin

a t-shirt that i treasure very much and deserves its due recognition

yawnz nitez..:)

hmm just realised that I don't really like super emo songs. =/ though the one that i just listened to has really good lyrics.

it feels like the song just forcefully penetrates through all the masquerades u have into the deepest of ur heart, dragging all ur darkest emotions out and leaving u bare naked in front of all. kinda scary huh haha
haha though normally i show my mood through my facial expression (when im really happy, i literally smile the entire day), showing random people the deepest part of my emotions is still kinda weird haha.

hmm i have some characteristics of a pisces too huh?

anw.. very excited about later!!! somehow meeting new people feels like going for an adventure.

song listening to now: teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift
PS:i listened to it every morning in aust. its my fren's alarm ringtone hahq

regarding the last post. haii

well even the perfect planning can be spoiled by human flaws. not mine this time. argh.

somehow, everyone's changing. and we thought things would stay the same forever.
it still ends up with the fundamental behaviour of human beings; taking things for granted and that includes close friends. and then realised that they had lost them when the cruel fact just sets in one fine day.

don't even think that any amount of apologies or regrets will save anything

anw updates to everyone who reads this blog,
for this period of his life, the host of this blog has been:

1)studying books on successful people like Warren Buffett and books that will aid him in his future degree accountancy and business. 2 years of life is too precious to be wasted.

2)praccing guitar, learning to play songs for him and his loved ones.

3)exploring singapore as he strongly feels that travelling, adventures to unfamiliar places are something he likes alot. was fun exploring flea markets with mei last sun! n watching the uninvited haha.

4)deciding which shld he subscribe to. businessweek, forbes or economists

hmm.

looking forward to the weekends!
and june is coming! :) lots of good friends are coming back in this period of the year!

hmm..

hai.
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命..

hmm somehow planning in some other way makes everything perfect.

quote zhanglao

时间像海绵里面的水， 更用力地挤还是会有水出来的。

hehe :)

HAHAHA

Y DO I HAV SUCH A SCREWED UP FEELING NOW?

Edvard Munch - The Scream

will make compensation. =/

somehow i find wearing polo t with jeans abit funny n outdated. looks like some backstage crew huh.

heck.

anw back to reality...

life sux totally cos..

DISTANT WORLDS : MUSIC FROM FINAL FANTASY CONCERT IS JUST LATER IN A FEW HOURS!!

undoubtedly that ff has been an essential part of my life so far. though i had only played FFII, FFVII, FFVIII and FFIV. im sure that the music will impress me nevertheless! :)

Sydney Trip 2009 (part 1)

a long deserved break

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(Basically i wrote a diary of the happenings on my e63 phone everyday everywhere i go. I lived in yuheng's sis(christine)'s house along with his sis's bf Bennett, their cousin sharon n sharon's bf tingfeng. :) Its some terraces which i think is a pretty good living place for anyone whos going to aust to stay for a long period. and seriously, australia is a very good place to live in, much better than sg. i think i will probably just settle down and live there if i were to go aust to study or work in the future haha.)

Day 1:

after a long 9 hr flight(somehow my legs feel numb easily on long flights hmm. it was damn uncomfortable of cos!) christine n bennett came and picked us up on her mazda 3! somehow, when we just arrived, the weather was kinda hot n sunny (i thought its autumn there? 0.o) We went to their house. It's 2 storeys tall, has 2 super cute dogs, named momo and eski. shan bore u all with all the details, but the most amusing thing i find is, the dogs have their own "peeing ground" which is marked by some elephant roll paper put on the ground at a corner. (which u will see all their choc n orange juices there. -.-) haha

gonna catch dem all! Momo on the left, eski on the right. they are different breeds btw.

They will stand on their hindlegs n hop when u come back everyday!! :D:D

Momo!

Momo being flipped halfway. (momo is the most nuan dog i hav ever seen, he practically lets u treat him like a soft toy.)

After that we went to centro roseland, some suburb shopping mall at beverly hill. apparently, like what christine has said, the place is frequented by family or elderlies. haha saw vv naughty kids dining there too. we ate amore burger, which is said to be quite well-known. (this is the start of our makan trip hehe) the serving was rather big though. love ang moh countries haha.

we went town hall, which is their city/orchard in sydney, with all the big brands, departmental stores (david jones and myer mainly)concentrated there. roamed ard with yuheng till ard 5pm (when all the shops will heck care u n just close -.-) Due to the autumn season, the sky turns dark very early!

in queen victoria building. (their paragon)

the name of the pic is titled 5.45pm in sydney.

one thing about the suburbs: suburbs are like..different small towns in sydney, with central/townhall/city(they are just 1 big area) as the most populous and most developed 1. they are pretty far apart and we took train (literally trains) most of the time.

we then went to cabramatta station to meet up with christine and cousins for some good vietnam dinner. while we were walking there, tingfeng was telling us tales of cabramatta. its basically northwest of sydney, along with strathfield, populated mainly by vietnamese who migrated to syd. Its apparently full of viet shops and viet triads and according to locals, its not advisable to be walking alone in the streets there at night. From newspapers, these are also the places where gunshot incidents are frequent and the aussie police sort of gave up controlling the crimes.

hmm...

(WTH AM I IN SUCH PLACES ON THE 1ST DAY OF MY RELAXING HOL TRIP?)

anw, we went to this my chuan restaurant which serves really good viet beef noodles. the soup has all the risk was worth it i guess :D haha

thats about all for the 1st day! more to be blogged though :)

Gold with Honours!

glad that the jnrs upheld hcco's reputation and continued the legacy. heard their story today and yea it definitely didnt disappoint us! :D

Great job juniors! :)

oo so fast, its been 2 years alr!

shall listen to 08-09 hcco story tmr then. I believe it will again be a glorious entry.

JIAYOU HCCO~! :D

sometimes its just those small small little things that make u really touched n happy haha

working hard on bday post and overseas entry! :)

hey guys!

its my last day in sydney and yeah it was quite fun here despite the short stay. Its more of a break from the monotonous ns life and surprisingly makes me reflect on a lot of interpersonal stuffs, kinship, friendship etc.

i have to admit that i still do not treat kinship vv importantly. i guess i need to be living away from home like those studying overseas to experience that? n even in that way, i actually doubt that i will appreciate it that quickly too. (=/ sad..). however, as mentioned previously, there are a lot of things that were not appreciated and may take a long while to be appreciated. hmm. still finding myself but i think im slightly closer to the end of the road alr.

anw,

last min shopping!

nougats for kk
wallet for ah ma
macademia nuts for aunt
some random fun stuff for cousin?

sayonnara bye bye~ :)

no one will know that how much time and effort i have put in exactly.

no one will know that how much i have done so far.

..


maybe the game is right afterall

anw i will be having duty from 12 apr night to 16 apr, going off for aust from 17 apr 0025 (aka 16 midnight) till 26 apr 1745 then doing duty from 26 apr night to 30 apr. so basically these 3 wks i wun be at home AT ALL.

not forgetting to mention the SPAMMED weekend duties in may which none of my friends will see me for the month. yet this is but a small part of the consequences of choosing to go aust, a smaller part of what i have done.

im totally wondering whether all these are worth it and obviously, it wun be appreciated, as always, as usual, everywhere, everyone. yet the "nice guy" part of me just want to treat someone with the best i can think of.

on a BRIGHTER note, see u guys in 3 weeks' time! wish me good luck and hav fun in aust and u guys take care n dun get ur thumb dislocated or sth! :D

PS: Thanks everyone for my birthday!
PS2:More thanks for those who did special stuffs for me for my birthday! :D:D i appreciated them alot!
PS3:i recently realised a gal has been working super hard for a noble cause. =/ must jiayou k?

hahaha!

one of my bday wish coming true alr! :D ^^

constantly angry with someone...=/

y...

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS!

omg 我居然被scam倒！

hmm just realised that i had quite a number of blog entry drafts, some which i only typed halfway, some which i finished typing but somehow its not appropriate to be published and some are just blanks with nothing on them (aka created accidentally somehow)

its rather interesting to read up the past entries of other peoples' blog, can make u realise wat u had missed out on their lives, their true feelings. eg. his. Its also amazing to find out that in that single event that involves both of u, ur sentiments could actually differ so much. It is quite sad/disappointing to find out that the passion joy from the same activity is actually not shared by the other person. =/

on the brighter note, I went to National Skin Centre today~! amazingly the doc said my case is actually quite alright n my complexion is quite ok. (of cos that complement makes me happy! amp chio ah) hmmm but he shld hav seen alot of those really jialat cases anw. so the complement shld be more of those "relatively gd, compared to others" kind ba haha

he gav me lots of medicine!

antibiotics,

this mild pimple cream for small pimples, contains 10% benzoyl peroxide as the active ingredient(same as OXY10 if u noticed)

this transparent jel for big pimples (macrons? theres a specific term for those big big pimples with pus de),

this cream for the entire face to prevent white heads (wow) and

this facewash which cost $2.80 (he kept psychoing me to buy, "its made from here", "its the cheapest that u can ever find", "it REALLY helps prevent acnes", "its only $2.80 (so u just freaking giv me the money n buy la dude)" hmm since MCYS (some saf payment thingy) is paying for them, i bought it anw. WILL ask for those super ex and effective facewash during my next appt man. SAF pays for u to hav good complexion! :D

hmmm reading 4 hrs of business times is quite mentally exhausting i realised. (thats y u see me here blogging.)

anw met up with an AIA agent in the afternoon! got to know alot more on mutual funds n y it looks attractive to some. hmm mutual funds are not a bad option i realised! too bad im more of becoming an invester myself n dun really nid some so-called experts to manage my money in the future.

hyped up for the spring sg's scholarship interview!! got some tips from huixiang n hongfei who alr went. shall spend 1 day preparing tmr n pwn their essay qn man. :D

interesting observations:

1) its interesting to see how influential 金庸 is in our daily lives. after knowing im injured and has only one 'servicable' hand for now, more than 5 people quoted yang guo in my convos with them. and some of them arent related to each other at all.

2)a short convo

One day someone asked Bernard Madoff where he got his inspiration for his scheme. He replied it was the Amercian social welfare system. LOL!
for pple who dun understand this inside joke, pls visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bernard_Madoff n http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ponzi_scheme

3)The American Solution

If the government decides they dun like a guy, all of a sudden, they say "Hey, we're gonna tax you. (90 to 100%)". haha not forgeting giving u yearend bonus by deducting from ur future monthly salary. lol they really idolise charles ponzi i must say.

for pple who also dun understand this inside joke, go read up on the recent AIG news, can read from financial times too. k? XP ur dear friend here charges for providing summary on the world financial events de.

Dear Ruihong

We are pleased to shortlist you for an interview on

Date : 26 Mar 09 (Thu)
Time : 3.25pm
Venue : SPRING Singapore, 2 Bukit Merah Central.

hahahaha! good news just before i booked out today! :)

hope there are more good news tmr during my follow-up appointment for my thumb. haha.

read his blog just now, its really chanced upon it unintentionally. Thought he ceased writing in his blog long ago. the content stunned me, kept me reading it for 40+mins when i was actually preparing to slp already.

haha i agree, life is such a fucking joke, in ur words haha

i got to know the other side of someone, the more human side. not the pretentious, always-smiling 1. shld hav expected it long ago, afterall im also one of them. damn it.

i didnt know theres so much sorrow, angst behind someone who's always smiling!
he loves her more than i do.

.......

Once upon a time, there was a country named "Land of Happiness", filled with lotsa of laughter and joy everyday. There were countless wonderful circus performances and just in case anyone who was still not happy, there was a doctor of happiness who can always prescribe remedy of joy to his patients.

One fine day, one patient came and consult the doctor. He was always sad and weeping. That horrible feeling will only end when he was working. However, after work, the feeling will worsen each time, each day.

Understanding the situation, the doctor said: "Go and watch a performance by our most famous clown in our country! For all my patients, it worked! so it must also work on you too!"

The patient kept quiet and replied that he will try that method.

1 week later, the patient came again, crying even more badly. The doctor asked:"How can that be? It must work on you too!"

The patient, with tears uncontrollably flowing down, said: "I am the clown that u mentioned...But now even i am working, seeing all my audience laugh happily, my heart feel even more terrible than before... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :'( "

... my friend, i dare say that i will make an effort to be know u further and be closer friends with u, cos i want to.

"Like LOL its so funny, we are all such sad people! So ridiculous I must say! I could laugh til my tear glands go dry!"

checked my shift forecast for apr.

will be doing shift from 2 apr to 6 apr (coming back sg mainland on 6th, junzhi's bday! haha) and booking in on 8th night n do shift from 9 apr to 13 apr.

looking on the bright side, at least im not on shift on my bday! (like anyone will -.-)
and i can make it for Spring Singapore's Start-up Enterprise Conference 2009 on 15th!

k focusing on my future is more impt than indulging in fun n laughter.

wad a nice consolation

random thoughts

hmmm somehow i forgot how i was like long long ago, the much cool-er me.

ironicly it takes a few episodes of a 偶像剧 to make me rmb who i was. haha.

its amazing that by knowing more on someone's background, what he/she was exposed to, we can understand how he/she becomes the person they r today (or ytd)

i just realised there r so many similarities between szu an and 湘琴 la! haha

i will definitely take psychology as one of my electives.

oh did i mention b4 that everytime after watching some show, my personality will temporarily be affected by the male leads n be like them?

it was the jap 道明寺，then 唐门， 法兰克。 now its 江直树. haha. though the last 1 was sort of similiar to my older self.

My first trip to NUH! (with me as the patient this time)

haha this is so deja vu man! i rmb 2 years ago, i was the one accompanying qiquan (who dislocated his shoulder). this time the role switched n its me instead =.=

ytd morn was a sunny n warm and i was playing bball with chris seah ningfei eugene hongfei etc (mostly co n my 61 snr guys) at chinese high bball court. when we were playing our 2nd round, 61 vs the rest, during one of the passes, i tried to intercept n shui-shui-ly the ball hit the upper part of my thumb. i thought it was a normal sprain or sth, but somehow my thumb felt like its in a awkward position, somehow more backward than usual. i still wanted to turn back n cont playing with the guys then. (someone called up for me to pass the ball to him or sth at that time too). as i was turning, i looked at my hand. wow, is that my hand? (for photo, prompt me to send u. limited period only! while stocks last)

immediately after everyone saw my hand, they stopped, reorganised the teams n cont playing without me.



of course thats not true!

they stopped n all came over. i think they r all stunned by the sight too. they then take me to consult a basketball coach (an old man) nearby. i think the coach is also stunned. he stared at it for a couple of seconds and told me that he cant help, must go n see a doctor. WHEE, the way that everyone looked so stunned made me more worried n shocked la! for some reason, i was breathing quite quickly n felt dizzy. hmm i guess thats the effect of being in a shock ba. (try seeing ur own hand in tha state)

at ard 12pm kangyu ningfei n eugene then accompanied me to NUH as its the nearest hospital as the taxi driver die die dun allow more than 4 passengers on his taxi. hmm, on the way we crapped alot, including something that ningfei commented, "wah next time when holding gal's hand, can only use right hand ah" and someone replied "*scenario: eh dun hold my hand so tightly, eh AH! told u dun hold dun hold it so tightly liao...." =.=

when we reached there, the a & e department, eugene them helped me register and for a while, we were praising the SAF welfare, cos if i werent a nsf now, b4 i do anything, just registering will cost me $90 -.-

anw we waited for 30 mins and we 碌碌徐徐 see pple who look perfectly ok going in for consultation. (not to mention the 2 yalams in police pt kit sitting behind us. OBVIOUSLY go there to take mc n chao keng nia! dun think i nvr do b4! oops) as the pain in my thumb intensified, (was purely numbness at the start) we went n kept rushing the nurses for my turn. then after taking my blood pressure immediately, i waited another 30 mins to take x-ray. -.- (then kangyu them left after my mum came to take over them hahaha =/)

after all the xray etc, i was waiting at the patient's corner (dunno waiting for wat too -.-) the pain continued to worsen. apparently, theres this quite pretty nurse who noticed me n asked if i nid a painkilleer jab. :D:D so nice of her! hahaha! anw she asked another nurse to take me though. while waiting, i overheard that nurse n the doctor saying things like "wad wad? there r 2 cai ruihong, wad wad? this guy obviously doesnt look like 30+, wad wad? the 30+ year old 1 shld be in front of the younger 1, wad wad i gav this ruihong this injection instead of that ruihong" 0.0 omg. suddenly i felt that my thumb hurts again -.-. meanwhile an old man who's on the drip, was commenting bout my situation, saying that i just nid a 1X good twist to twist back my thumb. hmm (not ur thumb obviously easy n painless la)

then male doc came n assessed my situation. (suddenly a lot of pple start crowding ard me) a round face nurse told him that i can still make my thumb straight facing up, so there shldnt be a fracture. after checking for a while, an indian wearing a red shirt came to me and tried to twist my thumb back on the spot. KNN thats the worst pain i had ever felt in my entire life la! i literally screamed n he stopped twisting. wtf. the pain worsened exponentially after that twist. the interesting thing is that i dun even know whether he's a doc or not, (he's just wearing a normal working red shirt)

after a long while, i think i waited for another 45nmins or so, i saw some nurses pushing some blue gas container (looks like fire extinguisher) to some other room. then the pretty nurse came n asked whether my pain has subsided. i told her not at all, then she asked me whether i nid another jab. haha to act garang i said dun nid n she just walked off like that -.-

after a while more, (at ard 2+ close to 3pm) an indian nurse came n asked me to follow her. so i jut walk n walk, seeing some NUS med students on the way (its quite obvious that they are students as they are....queueing -.- for some practical lessons i think. too bad didnt see anyone i know. and obviously they were all staring at my dislocated thumb which i was holding it with my another hand)

we came to this emergency resus area with alot of patients lying on those er.. movable beds that u see on tv. then i got my chance to lie on one of them. haha the feeling is damn weird n i think i was smiling, close to laughing all this while -.-. the person lying beside me is an auntie who asked me wat happened. i told her the story which i had repeated for at least 10 times that blah blah happened when i was bballing. then i asked her wat happened to her n she told me that she got too angry n her blood pressure shot up etc. hmmm

then the nurses start pushing me ard, literally, n i 1st stopped beside another old man. wanted to chat with him but he looked so serious so didnt in the end. then the nurses pushed me to a corner with those devices that can measure ur blood pressure n heartbeat. the thing that measures ur heartbeat is linked to a clip that clips on to ur finger. (a female doc, experienced 1 i thik, a senior nurse were beside me) then another indian nurse came n to my horror, she just tried to pull up my left hand, the injured hand to clip the thing on my middle finger. (to the female doc's horror too, we yelled tgt at the same time) the indian nurse immediately let go n apologised to me while clipping my other hand instead. omg, shocked 3 times a day will die 1 leh.

my heart beat was varyng from 55 to 68. i tried calming myself at times to lover my heartbeat rate n i can lower it to 55. hehe quite fun, yall shld try it next time haha *touchwood

then after a while, the nurses (the round face, snr nurse n the indian nurse who almost killed me)came, pushing the blue gas container to my side while the female doc explained to me that the container contains nitrogen oxide, aka laughing gas. its for me to inhale n i will feel slpy n less pain after that. then they will just pull my thumb n make it straight, my heartbeat shot up to 78.

so i was one hand holding the gas mask which provides me the gas, while my injured hand was with the male doc. after inhaling for a while (i still dun feel slpy), the male started pulling my thumb. OUCH! then when i was still groaning, the female doc told me its back in place alr and i look at my thumb. hmm it looks more normal alr. while the female doc was holding my thumb(its not stable) i tried moving my thumb abit n yea it did move. haha then they put a cast on it, b4 heavily bandaging it. then they told me its done n pushed me outside to wait in a wheelchair.

i waited for another 1 hr+ b4 the 1st indian nurse came n pushed me to take another x ray. the person taking the x ray changed from a chinese guy to a malay guy. after taking the xray, the chinese guy came, asking the malay guy whether he had seen his brochures. haha then i asked is it the it show's, he replied yes. haha so predictable -.-

then i went to the pharmacy where i met the old man who earlier on said i just nid a 1 X good twist. haha roughly chatted with him bout ns life then my mum n i collected my medicine n went back home. reached home at 540pm =.=

haha for those who wonder how im doing now, here's a nice pic taken by my mum.

thx kangyu ningfei n eugene for accompanying me to the NUH! must have wasted quite a bit of ur time.

to the rest of the bballers, lucky u ah! managed to play with those keio jr high school jap gals! (n u all lost in the end -.-)

and to all my frens who showed ur concern 1 way or the other, thank you! u can download my above photo if u read my blog too! only for this limited period! while stocks last. :)

do u noe that..

some monkeys floss their teeth? 0.0

just saw that on channel u's 11pm news. wow! for some reason i find that vv amusing 0.0 hahahA!

anw found this on youtube, though its not as amusing as the one on the news

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkHZBM0u4FA

thinks that he shld really focus on his future from now, better start now than later.

good news, wenqi's coming back on 24 may! :D the return of all the sentosa trips perhaps? haha

anw meanwhile, if u guys hav nothing to do, try calling customer service of starhub at 1633 or singtel at 1610. request to talk to their customer service officers (u can ask anything u like under the sun, its up to u) then repeat the process 3 or 4 times.

u will soon realise that for most of them, some philipino person from some call centres will be answering ur calls. And shld u be lucky enough to get a singaporean to ans ur call, he or she will most prob ask u to hold on to the call shld u or him nid to go away to get some info.

globalization -.-

anw the philipinos werent able to solve my prob which the singaporean will most prob be able to. well, its just an observation.

now i freaking dislike guys who act cute. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr >:/

hmmm i guess my previous previous post was too pessimistic..

but nevertheless, i am just going to be myself, not gonna trying to please everyone all the time then :) as long as i feel like doing something, i will just go ahead n do it.

anw. i am going overseas~! :D its really really cheap i guess. will be going from 17 to 26. hehe 10 days~! :D i really nid a break to venture outside singapore man. will be staying in my fren's sis's house, so will be saving alot on lodging! but still, the cost of living is damn high there. just meals for a day will be ard $50. so 10 days = $500. + transport which will be ard $10-$20 a day. so ard $700 alr. so, my buddies in singapore, feel free to buy me lip moisturisers etc cos ur poor, literally, poor friend here will be really broke in his amazing adventure. thank you~! :D

anw, suddenly i got a really bad feeling bout this trip. just found out the someone may be going too. if his aim is about the same as mine, then 1 word. GG :D i think i better secure the frens 1st, by this week. =/

k the last "anw", anw, i just went to see my granduncle, who's a chinese physician. Yea, i really sprained my back :) so he gav me a 1X GOOD ONE Tui1 Na2, which made me cry laugh no get for a whole 5 mins. anw i felt alot better after that, at least i dun feel like an old man all the time la :D. so my buddies who read my blog! if u hav sprained or twisted any part of ur body, just ask me for a reliable chinese sensei for his clinic address then! its in bukit batok btw.

backache backache~ =/

宁可我负天下人，也不愿天下人负我。
人善被人欺。

lets just face the truth. no matter how a nice person u are, people will just get used to u, n eventually treat whatever u do as a norm and take advantage of u. i hav been wondering, wats the use of being a nice guy? doing all the shit for pple, thinking that others will appreciate it. Well actually they will just treat it as wat u normally will do and dun really giv a damn to it.

y be a nice guy?
y be a nice guy?
y be a nice guy?

the reality is just so diff from all the unrealistic drama serials or 偶像剧s where wat u did, what effort u had put in, the person will somehow get to know everything bout it through 1)miracle 2)frens 3)coincidence. there is just no point in putting in all the effort, if not any effort, in anyone who juuuuust wun appreciate or dun deserve it. how many times did the person actually feel thankful for wat u hav done? after a while he or she will of course, its human nature, get used to it n just take it for granted.

life is just unfair, y do everything u can, put in all ur effort to just find out that it can never be fair? there is just no point in doing a lot of stuff.

change side change..

Welcome to the dark side.

anw apart from that, i helped a blind man cross a road today haha

haha its kind of fun meeting up with random fren and watch a movie together.

watched slumdog millionaire! i strongly recommend pple who have not watched it to catch it before its taken down. It certainly has the makings of a movie which may win some awards from the oscars or sth. It is definitely hilarious! though most of that credits go to just a single scene, the 1st qn of the who wants to be a millionaire. haha

for pple who were clueless bout wat i had wrote above ^ ^ ^, go watch the movie then :)

out of a sudden i feel like im missing something again hmm..

had alot of unhappy happenings in camp for ytd n today.

When people are dumb, they are really dumb, there is no point trying to teach them anything cos they will never be any smarter. If ur superior is a clown who is trying to show how garang he is, how BY THE BOOK he is, u are freaking suay. I think i will just go study the standing orders from my next shift man. f the work.

unhappy things aside, after 4 rounds of mahjong, (of that 3 rounds were finished in a day! each ard 3 hrs + -.-"), i have won $1.40! (which i used to help fund my breakfast which costs $2.50)
mahjong pro le :)

hmmm i seriously nid some time to recharge myself man.

starting to feel the fatigue from all the activities.

bon voyage~! =)

=(

sines, si-ness, sign-ness watever

sick! ...argh~

met up with ye to hav dinner just now :)

glad that we chatted quite casually and normally! no awkwardness watsoever

hope that this can carry on! then will earn myself a potential good close friend le :)

anw, the next big thing. =s
gonna prepare myself man... :(

some things are just inevitable
even though u knew it long long long...beforehand,
and it seems like no form of mental preparation can reduce that degree of sadness...

my dad just commented on all my ventures into the different network marketing, forex, stocks and some other financial aspects.

summarised into the following paragraph.

the more i know, the more i know i dun know.
n the more i know makes me know that i freaking dun know how much i dun know.

=/

he made me so humble and speechless in the afternoon.

no wonder adults like to use the saying that goes "大人的事， 小孩子不用懂这么多"

we are merely kids who had been living in a secure, simple world all these while afterall.

especially A lvl students.

New year resolution!
To read 30 financial books this year, be it stocks, forex, real estate or in general.

no one's gonna be at home tmr...

hmmm..what to do tmr....=/

情非得以 - 庾澄庆

难以忘记初次见你

一双迷人的眼睛

在我脑海里

你的身影

挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔

真的有点透不过气

你的天真

我想珍惜

看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你

不敢让自己靠的太近

怕我没什么能够给你

爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你

也许有天会情不自禁

想念只让自己苦了自己

爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因

我竟然又会遇见你

我真的真的不愿意

就这样陷入爱的陷阱

:D:D

hmmm some pple are just damn lo so.....

endure ruihong!!! it will help u build ur character! -.-

You cant get the best of both worlds. =/

siann hav to go for weekend duty next week (from 28 jan night till 2 feb morn)

though i am lucky even to skip the actual cny and xmas alr. hmmm

anw the steamboat reunion dinner ytd was terrific! though the sichuan 麻辣火锅 proves itself to be really 麻 and 辣. (the feeling is like applying medicinal oil on ur lips ><)

had a total of 17 pple who went! (+ 01 x zhengyou who joined shou hao, gimthia n me for soofi (the latter 2 left quite early for last train though))

was quite a nice get together i think, to meet longtimenosee frens like kaili, weixin etc.

so sad that some of them will be leaving n will only come back after 1 year or sth..=/

though recently i started posting alot of entries, in case i stop after this,

Hereby wish all my friends

Happy 牛 Year~! =D

SPRING Singapore Executive Development Scholarship (EDS)

omg this scholarship suits me perfectly, though theres this 2 year bond which is kind of irritating. gonna apply for this man.

wish me luck :)

hmmm

塞翁失马 焉知非福

when trouble arrives, its really an opportunity to see which of ur friends are really true buddies, who will 挺你到底. (not that all who didnt arent though.)

Thx alot for the friends who support me! :D:D

ur small act has earned urself a friend who will also 挺你到底 next time.

WHEE~!

I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE KILLING PPLE NOW

TIME TO GO PLAY DOTA AND THRASH SOME NOOBS
=D=D=D

now i truly understand the statement that goes:

When ur neighbours are retrenched, its recession to u.
When u are retrenched, its depression to u.

And how do we exactly understand the severity of the rising of food prices and inflation last year?

When only steamboat buffets that cost more than $17.50 can be found while the rest of us still think that the good old days' marina bay $12 steamboats are still ard somewhere.

ZZzzZZzzZz

i was angry, damn angry. but not like expressing my anger here will help the situation, thus i shant do it.

hope everything goes more smoothly! :)

我的億萬麵包 ep 2 le!!

wahhh this show is damn interesting n fun la! the plot itself is quite funny, with 林依晨 and 郑元畅 as the male n female leads. shall devote more time to catch up with the latest episode man. the newest is ep 9 or 10 i think haha.

anw if there are any nice n funny 偶像剧 feel free to inform me k? :D

k gonna book in soon le =/

went for smu's BEYOND concert just now. (by SMU's Indancity)

It was mainly modern dance (which i dun really know much bout =/) but i can say that i sort of enjoyed the concert! i found the 2nd last dance, which involved the usage of chairs and comical actions, rather interesing and entertaining!

The last dance, which depicts the hardship of harvesting rice/wheat, ends with a quite cool ending, with all the rich falling down etc.

the 3rd dance(wangye's dance), No man is an island, originated from a poem. Personally i thought that the dance was rather sweet, partly cos of the beautiful song as the background music too. I think that wangye's dancing skills improved quite alot too! her actions looked more natural n "softer", more like a dancer who danced for vv long.

after the concert, waited for wangye to giv her a pres (a teddy bear to be exact) but she was flooded with the dancers initially -.-.

at the last min suddenly had this vv awkward feeling, dunno y. =/

three years le.


搞笑 - 罗志祥

那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨
蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角
无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑
偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
还在搞笑 害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好
小眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以它常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑 藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑 却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀
还在搞笑 是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

i swear that i wun lai4 chuang2 again. (that includes setting a practical alarm hmm..)

anw i think my human resource skills are getting alot better! :)